my heart is an open palm, exposed and raw
In my land of bright lights you are effervescent -
Overwhelming at once, I am oblivious the next.
You are the palpable product of words I never meant,
Of clouded judgement, infinite dreams; my sweet Regret.
My conscience weighs you down and embeds you
Somewhere in the murky depths of this sepulchral soul.
Yet there is little want of redemption for what I do,
And you and your kind maketh the stories I never told.
Even now I would sing that I am yours, Yours!
As I believe you are mine in all your tainted forms.
Sucker as I am for your taste, touch and allure,
The beauty of folly is not weeping when all else mourns.
So this is an ode to my ill-fated penchant for
Secrets I have to keep, and everything that
I loved to hold but not to possess.
That I wish to forget, but forget to regret.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
can't be bothered with my results because i know i didnt study at all so i should be happy with what i got already. harhar.
i forgot my keys today and ughh i ended up at the library gorging on that cookies and cream milkshake that yani was talking about non-stop today. was waiting for mom to come to my rescue, and then she suggested going for dinner at swensons. and i couldn't resist salad and pizza. not forgetting the old chang kee ching, yani, jas, vanna and i had during our long break. oh the only good thing about today was that lit was cancelled. but i still went back late because of my own folly grr. i wanted to bury myself under the covers for two hours before attempting to redo my math paper. i was trying to do it in the library because there was nothing better to do. but i realised i didnt bring my question paper, so i had to read my history notes. boring to the power of infinity.
brought my sweet doggy for a walk jes now and i saw sooo many other cute little doggies too. but i still love timmy the most. my throat's itching like MAD and i jes stocked up on goodies, not good at all.
and shucks, and im becoming salaciously random.
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